Friday, May 20, 2011

Should I Refrain From Work With Chest Infection



Unfortunately I am moving in less than a month, probably. No one knows exactly the neighborhood, you probably move me to a house in a neighborhood that borders the mine, where I live now. Given the circumstances at times wish anclarme to this house and this neighborhood and spit in mudanza.No know if because my neighborhood is the best or my house is the best, that's not necessarily. My neighbors are not the most educated and do not fall too well me nor I them, there is a non-noisy streets and quiet where you can hear some cars just happen from time to time ... for nothing is quite the opposite in fact. But this is my neighborhood. I live here since I have memory, basically. For my first year I do not remember, Call it so this is my neighborhood and is always where I lived all my young life. Here I went through a million things. I walked thousands of streets with my friends, sometimes to go buy something, or alone, with melancholy in me and wanting to relive old times on certain streets. On the streets of Paternal. Everything in these streets where I grew up, where I played, I walked, I fuck, I ran, I cried, and millions of other things. So ... How old is my aim to let go of this neighborhood? What need?
In fact, it is absurd that pointing a finger at my old whether or not the fault of all Conchucos not paying rent their homes around here. I'm not interested that no one wants to rent out or have not just houses or PH I do not care for me is to blame for all and hatred for all those who have rented a house here. I envy deeply and more insane.
addition, the sad and obvious that this is going to be away from the stage where I lived a million things. I will leave this house as cops although it has only room for me and my brother and one for my mother, and has a tiny kitchen and bathroom re brown super awful nauseating, is part of my life. At about having to distance sumémosle most of my friends, spend more money collectively to approach the neighborhood, having to adapt to another home, another neighborhood, neighbors, other streets, learn it and know transits, the baby take the new place and adopt it as home, shed all the bullshit good and bad here, cartonero that asshole, drunk who keeps bitching all the streets and traveling with her three or four dogs and his cart full of cardboard, having to leave behind the square where my afternoons were formed from my eleven years, Avenue where many pizadas and gave all that running, and, of course, be further from the school and travel to the banks tomorrow. Among other things, obviously. We will not give more reasons for Malena feels sad and melancholy, it gives.
Well, whatever ... this is not a good time. Not now. But for him having to be conscious that I have the days in this PH and probable and certainly in the neighborhood. College
again, and besides, new home and new neighborhood? Gives no idiot.

At last Friday madreee bitch! Have great weekend.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Signs Of Period Coming On




But do not feel easy, I feel that confusion is leaving, I feel that the cold becomes warm, and I do not see a way out of anything. I do not know exactly how to calm myself, and I understand. Not discovered how to give in to certain things, and I have no idea what the answer to my question. I do not make up my mind and still do not know what I feel. Crying is still a visit that comes without warning and usually sincere smile and sometimes just makeup. The mirror is still clear to me who my external reality and the words of others are still retains that my head for days. Keep that tangle of ideas and things that cause a bit of sadness. Memories remain from my memory I always spit in the face to remind me that everything is an irreversible change and I have to learn to deal with this for more rare that I feel.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Area Of Segment Of Circle

The shadow of the doorway

There are doors that once opened, can never close again.

we pretend are not there, move the bolt, before piling all that stuff happen to us, even sealed. But there is, as much as we want to convince us that there is only one wall, the awareness that there is a step, a path, an output or input. We are overlooking the other hand, we have glimpsed what we may be amazed, surprised or as scary, but we know that is real and it's there. Once that knowledge
installed in us, we can not deny it, only ocultárnoslo, rationalize it or lie. At worst, set ourselves up as guardians of something that does not belong, trying to let go others, when we see all too willing, the place to which we do not want or dare not go.

not even have to go through the door, if imposed on us much respect. It takes a special kind of courage to decide to stand. But you also have to be lucid enough to recognize that our decision is that the door is there, open. Or the shadow of the doorway, conditioning our lives more than we ever could have done the very threshold.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Kate Grounds Real Name



Well, no, let's say I'm bored, tired and dormidísima. So I set out to write and I have nothing productive to do. And do not ask me to go to read the book of history or terminate the guest language, because I have no desire and a little know to read or read tomorrow in history is not going to be fine because the matter I do embolism, so do not do much. And it depresses me to know that tomorrow I have my first two hours with Romina, is the most boring. Step
tell you that I decided to eat less as of today. Beyond that I do not ever have faith with the topic of food and always end up failing in the attempt, I will continue trying to lose three kilos at least. Is that these days I much as others see me fat and I can not help but get the idea fixed in my mind that if you do not stop now I will not ever do. Well, yes, I am a bit paranoid, but it's like I do not look good, and I want to change that a bit. Although the doctor told me I'm fine with my weight, I'm not interested.


you do not know if they're going through, but to me almost every week for me are going super fast. The other day I thought well, and the next thing I knew it I was almost half of the year. So, do you understand? Things went very fast and I Aviv until the other day.
On one side is good, who knows. It's like I start the week and briefly came to Thursday at 23:46 pm and it's almost Friday, have you seen? As it is cool in a way. In addition, the school ... passed quickly and that, I suppose, is the most redeemable of this.


Anyway, I'm going. I have nothing more to say and still have not anything productive to hacer.Además, spent two hours since I wrote this and I never got to do the speaking. I'm a disaster.
Bye. While ending on Tuesday and have a nice Wednesday.